due to varying different reasons this course has been a struggle for me. I have had technology issues, health issues, and personal conflict. The hurdles have been high and the trenches deep. I'm still no where near prepared, polished and  organized as I would like to be. All of which takes time I do not have, I'm already in balance of enough sleep to function and time left to manage. My completed projects for this course I have learned I need step back my learning goals. Pushing through just to complete due dates don't make the grade and does nothing for the experience of learning. Reflecting on my course work I'm just finding my mind is just as cluttered and disorganized as my project files not due to laziness as Ive put every waking hour into work school just trying push through all while struggles getting harder every passing hour. I'm not young anymore and going days on no sleep has lead to more struggles and health issues. what is it all for, reflection to be spilled on the floor, where are we going, as the words keep flowing. just another project, some days lost object whats it all mean, well that has yet to be seen. For now I stop another due date has passed by the clock